I was once a boy, eyes wide, heart pure,

But the world came fast, too dark to endure.

A hurt so deep, I couldn't defend,

It poisoned my soul, and now I descend.

Memories linger, haunt like a ghost,

Of happiness lost, of what mattered most.

I chase the light, but it slips from my hands,

I'm stuck in the past, where pain still stands.

I see her, an angel, untouched by the storm,

She's patient, she's kind, her love is warm.

But how can she love what's broken inside?

I'm a shadow, a void, with nowhere to hide.

Every step forward, I drag her down,

Each smile I steal turns into a frown.

She deserves the stars, the sun, the light,

But all I bring is endless night.

I look in the mirror, see what I've become,

A monster, a wreck, a heart gone numb.

My soul, it's black, an endless abyss,

No love, no light, not a thing in sight.

I'm the problem, I know it's true,

No redemption left, nothing to do.

Her smile can't save me, I'm too far gone,

A life once bright, now forever lost.

So here I stand, a shell, a scar,

Knowing I've hurt her, knowing how far—

I've fallen from grace, I'm lost in the night,

And even her love can't bring back the light.

There's no fixing me, no hope to see,

Not even her love can set me free.

I'll fade away, like I always knew,

pray for me, I beg of you.