I love her deeply, that much I know,

But sometimes the cracks begin to show.

It's not her fault, she's all I need,

Yet here I am, fighting the urge to be freed.

Life's weight bears down, heavy and cold,

No wealth to offer, no riches to hold.

And in the quiet, when I'm alone,

I feel the pull, the heartache grown.

Temptation whispers, soft and sweet,

A fleeting comfort in my defeat.

I know it's wrong, I've made my vow,

But some nights, I feel I'm breaking now.

I promised her I'd never stray,

But these shadows—they never stay away.

I fight them back, I try so hard,

But I'm lost inside, bruised and scarred.

I hate this war, the constant fight,

The aching void that haunts the night.

I want to be the man she sees,

But I'm drowning in my own unease.

I love her, yes, with all my heart,

But sometimes, it feels like I'm falling apart.

I swore I'd be true, and I want to be,

But I'm lost, trapped between love and misery.